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Post by Nathan Michaels on Aug 7, 2013 19:41:11 GMT -5
*It was Nate's first night out to a resturant that served acholol since he became sober. A task that has not been easy, always tempted to fall back into old habits, especailly with everything that is at stack at this months ppv. But yet there were some unfinished issues that he had to discuss with Raiyven; especailly before they signed the contract tomorrow. He was dressed to impressed, his face had a slight light brown stubble, his head was shaved, he wore his finest clothes, and yet...he waited*"Oh man..."*He was nervous, and started to drink his water. He was hoping Raiyven would show up soon, or he may have to remove himself from the resturant*
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Post by Raiyven on Aug 7, 2013 19:56:12 GMT -5
Raiyven was nervous when she received word about the date. She knew the demons that Nate was dealing with. The alcohol made a wall between them. But she was happy he found expert help so he could return to the man she fell in love with. She started getting ready for the dinner. She put on a pair of jeans with a tshirt. She looked nice. It was the same attire she wore on their first date. Raiyven had a few tears flow from her eyes thinking on what she had in the beginning and wanted that again. She wipes the tears and puts her big girl panties back on.
She arrives at the restaurant and sees Nate sitting. She wondered if he had a drink or what he was thinking. She admired him from a distance. And she begins to walk towards him. Raiyven sees the difference in him. It wasn't just his new look but the way he carried himself. She finds herself wanting to g8ve him a hug and kiss him. She missed him so much. She stands next to him as she embraces him and kisses him before sitting down.
You look nice Nate. It's very nice to see you and have missed you.
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Post by Nathan Michaels on Aug 7, 2013 20:03:38 GMT -5
*Nate smiled as he seen Raiyven. She looked beautiful as always. He hugged and kissed her back, happy to have her back in his arms. He pulled her seat out for her and pushed her in when she sat before seating himself. No liquor was around, merely glasses of water.*
"I am so glad you came Raiyven...I was worried you..."
*Nate stopped himself trying not to think about what was going through his mind in his drunken stupor*
"I just want to say I'm sorry Raiyven. I have not been myself the last little while, and I believe I owe you the biggest apology"
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Post by Raiyven on Aug 7, 2013 20:12:25 GMT -5
Raiyven smiled as she felt loved and appreciated after the gentleman gesture and the apology.
All I care about is you baby and your health. It was difficult I can't lie watching what I saw unfold. Seeing how you were and that isn't who you really are. I fell in love with a man that was full of life and had the world eating from his hand. And after I heard about you getting sober and wanting to see me.... Well I was nervous. I didn't know what to expect or how you would look. I was praying you would be someone close to the guy in my hot tub.
You look great and different. Maybe it's that I miss you so much and seeing you here is good enough for me. But I must say you can't choose something else over me again. I feel I am worth it. I know I am the best and need to be treated like such. But baby I forgive you and goad we are here t9gether. S9mething I have missed.
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Post by Nathan Michaels on Aug 7, 2013 21:17:27 GMT -5
"You are worth it hun, one of the reasons why I was determined to get sober. But while attending my AA meetings, I was told I need to be honest with those I care about, and the truth is Raiyven; I've been keeping a bit of my past hidden from you, from most of the world as a matter of fact because it just showed how much I screwed up. I'm not perfect like everyone thought.
This is actually my second stint through the AA program. The first time was after my divorce with my ex wife, Elizabeth. I mentioned her once or twice when we first started dating; but what I didn't tell you was..."
*Nate pauses for moment, took a drink of water and a deep breath*
"I actually have two kids with her. Brian and Natalya."
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Post by Raiyven on Aug 8, 2013 10:13:55 GMT -5
Raiyven was stunned. She knew he was married but never knew about the kids.
Wow! You are a father of two. You never mentioned them till now. I am sure they are lovely children. And was hour time away at times was it to be with them? As I know they should be the center of your life as I am. I am happy you were able to tell me. You are growing or at least trust me with details of your life. I think you are realizing that it isn't as hard letting me in as you think. And if I am that sp3cial person then I should be privileged with these details.
I know my life isn't perfect. My life seems to be a magnet to the public. But willing to share the good and the bad with you. I am far from perfect. I allowed my past to bring about the wrong to come out. I have recently reached out to Trinity for forgiveness. We have cleared things. And now I want it all. I can't be a part time girlfriend. That's why I left my ex. And with you I got to have it all. If I am special and worthy then I believe I deserve it. Not saying things will be easy or difficult but if we are gonna last then you need to let me in. Because baby it was hard for me to see you go through things without me able to help you. I love you but I need more. I can't be second place. And I won't come between you and your children. Hoperully you will see that I n3ee to be a part of their lives as I am a part of your life. I am not their mother but can be a mother figure for them.
Nate you will see if you haven't is that I accept everything from you. We are not perfect or even close but I hope we will be honest. And as l9ng as we are that with one another then we can defeat anything that comes our way.
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