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Post by Raiyven on Sept 25, 2015 18:31:22 GMT -5
Raiyven needed to speak to Shawn. They had a moment and needed clarity on what happened a few days ago. She decided to go to his house. She knocks on the door. She waits and hopes he is around. Didn't want to make that long drive for nothing.
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Post by Shawn Youngblood on Sept 25, 2015 18:37:28 GMT -5
I was sorting out the details of my divorce. I hear the doorbell.
Hey Jamison who is it? I'm in the back.
Mr. Youngblood it's a woman. She said her name was Raiyven.
I wonder why she was here? I was gonna call her later. I just walked in and saw a puzzled look on her face.
It's okay Jamison. I know her. Please leave us.
Jamison nods as he walks away. I then walk to her.
So this is a surprise. I was gonna call you later. You look puzzled. Is everything alright?
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Post by Raiyven on Sept 25, 2015 18:41:16 GMT -5
Raiyven looks at him as she wasn't sure how this was gonna come out.
Shawn can we sit down somewhere. I really need to talk to you. I need clarity and want to do it sitting down.
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Post by Shawn Youngblood on Sept 25, 2015 18:47:30 GMT -5
Oh? Is this what I think it is? Okay follow me to the bar.
I was feeling she wanted to be "just friends" and wasn't ready for that. I sit down as I look at her.
So is this the speech of you want to be just friends? Or is it the speech of your firing me as your agent? Or better that I'm not ready to jump in this relationship? So tell me Raiyven what is it?
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Post by Raiyven on Sept 25, 2015 18:56:23 GMT -5
Raiyven sat down next to him at his bar.
I knew you wouldn't take this well. I like you Shawn but I don't want to get hurt. I've been hurt by someone I loved. I just don't want to get hurt or worse I don't want to hurt you. I'm here to say hey that kiss was great. I felt loved by it. It may of been just the moment. I don't know. I know you are divorcing in 2 weeks and I don't want to be just a bridge until someone else comes along. Shawn I don't know. I know I like you and care for you. I love you as a friend and always will. I'm not sure if I'm ready to put my heart on the line until I know where you stand. Maybe it's me or my lack of confidence?
Shawn look at me. Don't look at my feet when I'm talking to you. I'm seeing if you want to just be friends. To see if you really want this or if this was just a moment. I can't and won't hurt you. This is my way of letting you heal. You may think I'm breaking it off but it's better early then late, right?
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Post by Shawn Youngblood on Sept 25, 2015 19:05:53 GMT -5
I look up at Raiyven. I can't believe what I was hearing.
You think this is a stage I'm going through? Can't you see I care for you. If I wanted to get laid I could of had that already with someone else. I wanted you and we had a great moment. You felt what I felt. Isn't that enough for you? You know Raiyven I'm scared but willing to put it on the line for you. I've spent seven years with an alpha female. I don't know what will happen with us but I want to give it a shot. I've been hurt and will stand guard. I know you're not one that will hurt me. I need you to believe I won't you.
If you're scared then I'm okay with it. Don't walk out that door having regrets. If your cop out is about me healing then maybe you didn't care for me like I thought. Your call. If you walk out that door then I'll understand. I'm hoping you won't and we can sit on the couch tonight? So what's it gonna be?
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Post by Raiyven on Sept 25, 2015 19:19:55 GMT -5
Raiyven looked at Shawn as she begins to walk away. She makes it to the door and opens it. Then the thoughts of the kiss and what he said came to her. She turns around and sees him to sitting down. She shuts the door and walks back. She puts her arms around his neck and crosses her hands.
You better not hurt me! Or go back to your wife! I mean it Shawn! Don't look at me like I'm crazy or stupid. I care for you and maybe too much. Don't just look at me. Say something dammit!
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Post by Shawn Youngblood on Sept 25, 2015 19:28:54 GMT -5
I stand to my feet as I touch her face and kiss her.
You are worth the risk. How about we go to the couch? I'll get Jamison to make something for us. Not sure what's on tv tonight. Maybe just a cozy night on the couch will do us some good.
I walk over to the couch holding her hand. I sit down. I tap the couch.
Don't be shy. Have a seat.
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Post by Raiyven on Sept 25, 2015 19:33:18 GMT -5
Raiyven takes her shoes off. She then takes his shoes off.
I don't mind sitting but tonight how about you just hold me. I really need your arms around me.
Raiyven lays in front of Shawn and puts his arms around her as she felt peace. A smile came over her face.
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Post by Shawn Youngblood on Sept 25, 2015 19:36:32 GMT -5
I held Raiyven tight as I kissed her neck. I fell asleep on the couch holding Raiyven. First real sleep I had in months.
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Post by Raiyven on Sept 26, 2015 9:16:55 GMT -5
Raiyven wakes up and sees she's still on the couch with Shawn holding her. She quietly moves his arms as she watches him sleep on the couch. She decides to go to the kitchen to grab her something to eat. Out of her goodness, she starts cooking eggs with steak. She cuts potatoes and makes a stir fry breakfast for her & Shawn. She wanted to surprise him. She needed a shower but she came over to break it off. Instead they stayed together and fell asleep on the couch. She wanted to eat. So eat first then go home.
Jamison comes in thinking Shawn was burning the house down again.
Madam? I generally cook for Mr. Youngblood. You took the liberty to do that for me. I took the liberty to pick you up some clothes that I know you like. Your fashion clothing line I'm sure you are okay with. Why don't you get cleaned up and will have breakfast for you when you return. Your cosmetics and clothes are in the master bathroom.
Raiyven smiles as she gives Jamison the kitchen utensils and heads upstairs to take her shower.
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Post by Shawn Youngblood on Sept 26, 2015 9:24:26 GMT -5
I wake up and don't see Raiyven but smell breakfast. I get up and walk in the kitchen where I see Jamison.
Good morning Jamison. You making breakfast? Very good of you. I could of done that. Tell you what I'll go take a shower and will be right back.
I had no idea that Raiyven was still here. Jamison puts his hand on my shoulder.
Sir? Your lady is in the shower. I prepared her clothes for her in the master bathroom. She doesn't look like the type of woman that appreciates to be disturbed while she's getting ready? Can I suggest you taking your shower in the west wing of the house?
I knew Jamison was correct. I took his advice and showered and returned. I decided to finish breakfast. Jamison left to do his other duties as I waited for Raiyven to return.
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Post by Raiyven on Sept 26, 2015 9:29:49 GMT -5
Raiyven returned as she wore the ripped jeans and black tshirt that was left for her. What amazed her was how he knew the exact size of her underwear. That conversation could be done another day. As she makes her way to the kitchen she sees Shawn finishing what she started. She walks up behind him as she puts her hands on his chest.
So you making breakfast? How sweet. Sorry we fell asleep without seeing a movie. It was nice just to rest for a change. And by the way you look real nice this morning.
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Post by Shawn Youngblood on Sept 26, 2015 9:35:12 GMT -5
It felt nice to feel her hands. I turned around as I put the breakfast on the table. I then walked back to her and kissed her.
Good morning baby. Last night was great. First time I slept good in months. Hope the couch didn't make a bad night of rest for you. Anyway, breakfast is on the table.
Shawn takes Raiyven by the hand as he puts her on his lap as he feeds her breakfast.
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Post by Raiyven on Sept 26, 2015 9:39:40 GMT -5
Raiyven was truly happy. She allowed him to feed her as she returned the favor.
You can't be real? This can't be real? Why did she give this away? Am I truly this lucky to be given a treasure so beautiful?
Raiyven kissed Shawn as she was falling for him. Letting him in her heart and forgetting her past.
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Post by Shawn Youngblood on Sept 26, 2015 9:48:22 GMT -5
I had found my dream girl and finally happy.
I am not sure why she did but now glad she did. I am real and this? This is real. Let me take you to lunch? Let me give you this day? Can we? I know we got another commercial to do this week. And then in two weeks I'll finally sign a contract that I want to sign today. My future I see today instead of remembering from past memories. In time I'd like for to think of what is mine as its yours. I give you my heart. I hope that's good enough to keep you?
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Post by Raiyven on Sept 26, 2015 9:55:55 GMT -5
A tear rolls down her face as she kisses him romantically.
Of course we can have lunch and our day together. I've enjoyed our day so far. Looks like the breakfast is cold. Why don't we get out of here? There's a lovely nature park only a few miles away. Then we could have lunch.
Raiyven gets off his lap and walks with him to his sports car.
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