Post by Deleted on May 27, 2013 23:03:46 GMT -5
“So…It’s been a really long time since I’ve seen either of them. I wonder what they are up to nowadays? Maybe I should just go and try to find them. Then again what if they are as pissed as I think they are gonna be? Or I could go back and just avoid them both and see what happens then. I would be a coward then but it might keep me from getting my tail kicked.“
“You are a smart girl, and a good kid too. One of the best I ever trained. I know you better than anybody by now and you have to not be hard on yourself. They might be. And if they do then you are gonna be double screwed then. Stay calm.”
Was he right?
“I check up on them from time to time though. Always want to know how they are doing. I guess that’s something.”
She doesn’t believe that, really.
“It is something. You left for a good reason. It takes bravery to just up and leave to do what you had to for yourself, and you cannot always please everybody else. Not even your friends.”
“Yea. I guess so.”
She was wondering, did they even care?
“I think you’re ready though. It’s been long enough and I don’t have anything else to show you. I am tapped and I cannot make you any better than I have. So you know what you have to do now.”
She hated that he was right and she could not argue with him in any way.
“Get back in there and start in again to see how high I can fly.”
“See you’re still a smart girl. You will be ok. Trust me. Look at the other women I have trained. They are good and so are you. Have some faith. You are a brand spanking new ship sailing for new shores. It is your time to go back now. Maybe me and the others will show up down the line if it works out for you back there.”
He was right again. She was ready and she knew it but it was hard to come to the reality that it was time to go back.
She smiled at him really bright, standing up and giving him a nice strong hug.
“Thank you. For everything. Tell everyone else I said thank them too since I could not have done anything without them. I’m gonna wear our colors proudly too. “
“I know you will and there is no doubt in my mind about that. I’m not that old yet.”
He believed. But did she?
She grabbed her bags off the floor, and started walking to the door. Her mind was a wreck and she did not know what was in her future from now on. Exciting? Yes.
Nervous? So much that she could feel her body shaking like a leaf. In a few days or so she could be face to face with some old friends or some new enemies and it was so hard to keep herself calm.
Here goes nothing she thought, here goes nothing.
“You are a smart girl, and a good kid too. One of the best I ever trained. I know you better than anybody by now and you have to not be hard on yourself. They might be. And if they do then you are gonna be double screwed then. Stay calm.”
Was he right?
“I check up on them from time to time though. Always want to know how they are doing. I guess that’s something.”
She doesn’t believe that, really.
“It is something. You left for a good reason. It takes bravery to just up and leave to do what you had to for yourself, and you cannot always please everybody else. Not even your friends.”
“Yea. I guess so.”
She was wondering, did they even care?
“I think you’re ready though. It’s been long enough and I don’t have anything else to show you. I am tapped and I cannot make you any better than I have. So you know what you have to do now.”
She hated that he was right and she could not argue with him in any way.
“Get back in there and start in again to see how high I can fly.”
“See you’re still a smart girl. You will be ok. Trust me. Look at the other women I have trained. They are good and so are you. Have some faith. You are a brand spanking new ship sailing for new shores. It is your time to go back now. Maybe me and the others will show up down the line if it works out for you back there.”
He was right again. She was ready and she knew it but it was hard to come to the reality that it was time to go back.
She smiled at him really bright, standing up and giving him a nice strong hug.
“Thank you. For everything. Tell everyone else I said thank them too since I could not have done anything without them. I’m gonna wear our colors proudly too. “
“I know you will and there is no doubt in my mind about that. I’m not that old yet.”
He believed. But did she?
She grabbed her bags off the floor, and started walking to the door. Her mind was a wreck and she did not know what was in her future from now on. Exciting? Yes.
Nervous? So much that she could feel her body shaking like a leaf. In a few days or so she could be face to face with some old friends or some new enemies and it was so hard to keep herself calm.
Here goes nothing she thought, here goes nothing.